i am not freaking out...or getting upset ..i am taking it as it comes.
i believe the things she says. i believe that she only wants friendship. i argued that way in the beginning with the people i blocked. but its been so long so why now?

i am crazy in love. and i just want to know its mutual and i am not driving myself crazy. i want to know that if i keep going through the motions and calming down and accepting things..that it will be worth it and that she does love me as much as she says.
love is so blinding.