I will be home in 7 days!

schedule for the week:

today= TROM!(transmedia prom) editing my video/writing my 10 page english paper/finding boxes to pack in/clean my room+fishbowl
tomorrow=filming with ryan/finishing up my paper/start packing?
monday=present final video/paper/pack/study for emily duke final
tuesday=emily dukes final
wednesday=hour long final video review/packing/redo various videos for sound/image class
thursday=syracuse film festival/finishing the paper/packpackpack
friday=mall/dinner/packpackpack
saturday=home for the summer

updateeeee

so i haven't written in awhile and i'm supposed to be working on my ten page paper due like next thursday or some shit but whatevsssss..so school is over...no my first year of COLLEGE is over in 9 days..and i feel so strange about it..we won't be freshman babies next year..we won't be given the excuse of "oh but your still a freshman"..now it's time to start actually getting to work..i'm really going to miss kimberly..a lot..i definitely feel more for her than i did leigh..and it's because of a lot of things..i just never wanna let her go..and as much as i said i won't let myself let love take over again..it is..and i'm not going to try and subdue it..because we only live once..and it's an amazing feeling..i did not think i'd find anyone this year...or be in a serious relationship again..but i am and i couldn't be happier..although this summer is going to suck..i'll get to see her twice for a little while..and i know that because of how much i love her it won't change over such a long break...

my computers back at the place to be fixed..so i've been computer less and i'm trying to catch up on things..and i have alotttt of schoolwork to get done this week because next tuesday is the last day of classes..

tomorrow- installation art
thursday- final/ hand in papers
friday- film final for video sketchbook
saturday/sunday- edit final video/work on 10 page paper
monday- present final film
tuesday-colloquim final exam/hand in 10 page paper draft
wednesday-video sketchbook hour review/finish 10 page paper
friday-hand in 10 page paper/ other papers

and i also have to pack all week and get everything situated for going home

i really miss my friends from philly..i miss theresa and margaret and molly and lisa and sitting in starbucks and talking for hours and just being with them..granted i LVOE my new friend here..but theres still my tie with them thats much different and i miss it

today was mayfest..which means no school and a big drunken party all day all over campus..it was dun..big like bbq everywhere..such a nice day too but now its back to syracuse cold blah

i had alot more to say when i sat down and started typing..ill write more later i suppose

sometimes i wonder if i'd be happier if my senior year was not how it was..with who it was with

i got a bathing sUit finally! that will cover stewart and its still not entirely a one piece so i wont feel completely gdsgdfh..it's cUte..anddd was marked down to 15 from 46..win! pictUre later

i am in love. i am.

i edited my schedUle again and now i am also taking forensic science =) and i am probably gonna drop biology..bUt i'm excited for the majority of my classes

This is my schedule as if I actually get into Newhouse… plus com107 which I have to email the teacher to get into still... because it's being stupid...if I don't i'll be stuck in all VPA classes again which I feel like will get me nowhere..so there it is
I am taking psych, biology, one digital film studio class as opposed to the 4 that are required, intro to communications, queer sexuality- gender in sociology, and a humanities class called ' good girls , sluts, and dykes' which I think sounds interesting..so yeah..class scheduling is frustrating!
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so sometimes i get this feeling and hear an overwhelming voice in my head
it kind of makes me nervoUs
i talked to my dad aboUT it and he gave me a really weird look and says that happens to him too and to ignore it.

(elbaration for theresa)
it's like dark and really deep and i can never make oUT the words or if it's jUst reiterating my thoUGhts to me. kind of demonic idk. i mention it to few becaUse even to myself i soUnd crazy.

got my compUter back alot earlier than expected bUt they fUcked Up < like that the wiring and some of my keys don't work or make retarded symbols so I have to send it back oUT < and that
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;5 days til oneeeU! < and that
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;oh and these semi colons on the side so yeahhhh..im sick with like the flU/something bUt i feel like Utter shittttttttttt and need to catch Up on some work whatevs i wanted to Update longer bUt i lot my thoUGhts
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;oh yeah jUst realized that becaUse all my passwords have fUcking U in them...LOWER CASED i can't login to anything..lovely