updateeeee

so i haven't written in awhile and i'm supposed to be working on my ten page paper due like next thursday or some shit but whatevsssss..so school is over...no my first year of COLLEGE is over in 9 days..and i feel so strange about it..we won't be freshman babies next year..we won't be given the excuse of "oh but your still a freshman"..now it's time to start actually getting to work..i'm really going to miss kimberly..a lot..i definitely feel more for her than i did leigh..and it's because of a lot of things..i just never wanna let her go..and as much as i said i won't let myself let love take over again..it is..and i'm not going to try and subdue it..because we only live once..and it's an amazing feeling..i did not think i'd find anyone this year...or be in a serious relationship again..but i am and i couldn't be happier..although this summer is going to suck..i'll get to see her twice for a little while..and i know that because of how much i love her it won't change over such a long break...

my computers back at the place to be fixed..so i've been computer less and i'm trying to catch up on things..and i have alotttt of schoolwork to get done this week because next tuesday is the last day of classes..

tomorrow- installation art
thursday- final/ hand in papers
friday- film final for video sketchbook
saturday/sunday- edit final video/work on 10 page paper
monday- present final film
tuesday-colloquim final exam/hand in 10 page paper draft
wednesday-video sketchbook hour review/finish 10 page paper
friday-hand in 10 page paper/ other papers

and i also have to pack all week and get everything situated for going home

i really miss my friends from philly..i miss theresa and margaret and molly and lisa and sitting in starbucks and talking for hours and just being with them..granted i LVOE my new friend here..but theres still my tie with them thats much different and i miss it

today was mayfest..which means no school and a big drunken party all day all over campus..it was dun..big like bbq everywhere..such a nice day too but now its back to syracuse cold blah

i had alot more to say when i sat down and started typing..ill write more later i suppose