so..two months was two days ago :)..kinda 3 months really..but actually 2..idk its whatev..i wish i could see her thoughhhh :/ oh wells few weeks..more than a few..blah..tomorrow i am having surgery..again..i want to go back and re read all the posts in this and my xanaga where i say i'm going to have surgery..because..i feel like a broken record..the more years this stuff goes on for..the less and less i look forward to be ing in the hospital..i used to enjoy it..but i hate hahnemann..it's fucking all old people and cold nurses who leave me alone for hourssssss..i mean yeah thatsa good thing but it's just very lonely there and i miss the childrens hospital..i wish my surgeon was there or i would never have had to leave :(..wish me luckkk