so i went to the doctor today..and its not as bad as i jumped to..i tend to over think and freak myself out whatev..he said part of the stitches opened up and made a little hole..so he took them all out and now its one open part that will supposedly heal..he said the part inside that matters is healing right..and if the inside heals from the inside out and not in little bridges it'll all work out ..the fistula will be gone and ill get the bag off in 6 weeks..so now i have to chill out and let it heal

my babyyyy comes in 3 days :)..even though i cant do all the things i originally planned now i'm still very very excited