anddd i'm home..today was so shfghdfhfd...woke up at 8 to spend the last 2 hours with her/ help her get her stuff to go to the airport..we went to the airport and both cried cried cried..that was probably the hardest goodbye i've ever had to say :(..i had to rush back to my gparents..apck up the car..which was a funny joke..it was packed to the max..long boring ride..got home unpacked..did my massive load of laundry..and now i'm fucking bored..i need mine..in my arms right now..and to like be back at school..or a job..this is going to be a very boring summer...i can feel it already..i have 9 days until my surgery..and healing time..so that kills may..then still boredom til theresa gets her butt back here!..and umm yeah..i had alot more to say earlier