i have never been more overwhelmed in my entire fucking life. i THOUGHT i was last semester but nope. so this weekend i have to

-take a lighting workshop since we fucked up our entire last in camera edit
-LUG 2 lightings kits from the art building to our dorms..that thought alone makes me want to cry
-:shoot a new in camera edit..indoors and outdoors...not a concept in sight yet
-shoot my entire final film..which is mostly stop motion..4 rolls of film..no actress yet
-and ship both of those out by monday
-shoot a performance art piece..no concept yet..its due monday
-redo the ending of our black and white abstract movie

sidenote:our portfolio review is may 4th so i have to fucking stay 4 days after im done anything..aka 4 days of absolutely nothing in an empty room waiting to have my asshole ripped out by all my teachers in a review of all of my years works

this is only for ONE CLASS! i have so much shit to make up in english its not even funny

-edit 3 page reaction paper
-edit 7 page booklet..which is regular paper length..so 7 pages single spaced writing..minimal pictures..fuck me

-come up with an installation art idea..not due til april 22nd but the proposals due wednesday

on top of all of this work..i also have to sit down and apply for fall classes and apply for housing by thursday

if this is only a blip into the more stressful years to come then omfg