i go back to syracuseeee tomorrow. i am sosososososos excited!...although today and last night was probably the best part of my break just hanging out with theresa margaret and molly..i love that they are the only people..well including lisa..that i can come back after not seeing them for months and feel like i never elft..we had breakfast at bobs and just talkeddddd for a good 4 hours..it was much needed..i missed emmm..theres a party tonight but i have so much shit to do ugh..and now i'm realizing how stressful of a week this is going to be..whatever i was bored over break now ill be fully occupied..anyway i just did my other thing for financial aid..the CSS profile..and that was so ridiculous and i know i filled it out completely wrong..and paid 25$ just to have them tell me later on that i have to do it again because i have no one helping me figure out these dumb forms..and blahlalala i am sunburnt and dry and itchy and peeling and not feeling so cute at the moment..my mind is on like speed right now..what else did i want to say?

oh rightttt..went to dr. stein thursday..had my ass up on that awkward tilting table where my asshole is like adjacent to his eye socket..and its more awkward cause he tries to make jokes and im like no really my asshole is in your face right now jokes are unnecessary..but yeah anyway..surgery failed..i knew it did forever ago..but im having surgery may 11th (visit meeee) and mmm yummy this surgery he is going to horixontally cut open my taint? and score out the infected tissue and put fresh muscle over top and it will heal? okay if you ay so dr. stein but if not im for realz sueing your as..buttt after 6 weeks he said he can take the bag down which means ill have it off by mid june/beginning of july..which means half the summer ill be baglesssssssssss yesss..i also have to have my wisdom teeth out in may..yummy!

but anyways yeah