i'm not the most confident person. i've never had luck in relationships, and used to hookup for that quick fix of feeling like i mattered. i refuse to let myself be that girl again. i just don't know how to move from those ways.i don't want to chase anymore and try harder than those i've been with trying to make them stay. it's time to wait for something real and something i deserve. i ALLOW myself to be stepped on. over and over. just to feel wanted. how the fuck do you build confidence? cause i sure would love to know.