i can't wait to be home. and then i can? i dunno. it's always i wanna be back and then i don't. i only don't get frustrated and sick of my family when i'm out away from them everyday. so hopefully i can make that happen. i'm going into surgery dec 12th! friday! come visit centercityins/south phillyins..i'll be at hahnemann this time..an adult hospital..i'm scared. i've always had my surgeries at the childrens hospital and it was just like..happier because they tried to keep your mind off stuff. and they always do fun things around holidays andddd i like know all the nurses. oh well i guess its time to grow up :/ i just hope it's not as cold and lonely as i'm imaginin and the nurses are equally as nice as in st christophers.