i did it to myself. i gave up everything for her. i have no true friends anymore because i pushed them all aside just for her. i gave my entire self to her. i shouldn't of because now i'm alone and upset and i brought it all onto myself. you should never have to give up your friends for someone. they should be with you and your friends. she ruined me. ruined my life. i just want everyone back. i will never EVER let someone take me over like that again. i'm over it. it will be hard because i literally revolved my life around her but i'm ready to find someone true or no one at all. i want you back theresa, and lisa, and bob, and cj, and margaret, and molly, and jessie and everyone else i dropped for you. dumb bitch. you never deserved everything i gave you. ever. i'm so sorry everybody. :( take me back friends?