Saturday, October 11, 2008
i requested info from a buncha schools..and i'm heavily considering kutztown..i felt so above it when i was applying and when i got my acceptance letter in the spring i hardly even opened the envelope and threw it out right away..i didn't really even look into the school or what it had and quickly tossed it aside..after seeing it with my own eyes and reading up on it i am going to reapply for medical technology and if i get in it could very well be the school i pull up to in the fall..no i am not going JUST because leigh is there..of course thats a huge reason...but just the school itself ..i felt like i belonged there when i visited and i loved how small it was nd how you could actually get to know all those people..at syracuse ...theres THOUSANDS and thousands of people walking around constantly..i feel so lost in the crowd and it just doesn't feel right here..i'll be close but not too close to my family..i'll be able to go up to see theresa easily..i won't be paying huge debts..and all of the other pluses that come with going there..(esp. my baby :) ) lol i'll have my car by then..i won't feel stuck..and i just think it's the right choice for once..i don't even know why i picked syracuse..i hardly read up on the program i'm in..didn't know too much about it..it had the highest tuition and least money given..yet i chose it and i still don't know why..i think i felt like i had to prove myself to people and my family..like i can go far away..i can go be independent and it be completely fine..that i was Alicia Aiello and could NT possibly go to a state school..and since it was the only "well known good school" was accepted to i pounced on it ..solely for it's name..i made such a mistake..but now with a clear head..i'm going to make the right decisions about my future.and i really feel like it's the place for me..so cross your fingers that i get in (again)
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