shit

everyone up here is too conservative or lame man..like i can't be myself at all (talkin about shit, burping, farting, etc) or they get so weird..and i can't lose the .05 friends i made or i'll be so lonely up here so whatever..can't wait til i make friends with a little bit of personality

my relationships on the rocks?

and i feel myself getting fat..my legs are starting to rub together when i walk which wsa like never..and its so ewwy..it's like i can't get around not gaining weight..the food around here is so sloppy and greasy and fattening..and it's either i starve or gain weight..blah..

i'm mad depressed again